I can feel myself starting to feel again.. for months I held back.. for months my barriers went up.. but sometimes, some people melt them.. It's hard, because the first instinct is to protect, to not get attached, to not feel, to keep them at arms length to ensure you don't get hurt all over again. But I've never really learnt that way. I expose myself everytime.. I allow people in, I allow myself to be vulnerable, I allow myself to feel.. and you know what? That's just the way I like it.. to do anything else would be to deny myself of what I'm feeling.. to do anything less than feel how I'm feeling would be to block that person out of my life.. And that is something I'm not a fan of. I like to feel, i love to love, I enjoy connection. So bring it! whatever you are, whatever you'll be, I'm embracing it like always..